confused

I'm busy wif thing almost everyday this week.. Mon is 1st day of cny so went visiting, tue work half day then fren came to my hse and night time went for prawning again till midnight.. Wed, went out wif pearline, went to catch a movie, dinner and chit chat.. Yest was working day and after work went party world wif cousins, Thank Cousin pauline for treating us :D Later on might be gg out wif aunties and cousin pauline and celine, evening time will be gg to alicia hse for BBQ.. This weekend as usual, i'm working again.. AND I will be changing my fone soon, as cousin celine is nt changing her line to singtel and she even offered me $100 voucher for buying a handset Woo :D

On wed night and yest throughout the whole day, i'm thinking and wondering about 1 thing.. I'm thinking 我现在喜欢她是不是喜欢以前的她，喜欢哪时我认识的她。。是否我还一直的活在以前？好烦啦，我不想再去想了。。拜拜 But still, little thing can make me real happie :)

And my faci wrote this comment for me: Hi Huimin, You possess many great qualities and have good interpersonal skills - you seem to work well with any group and are generally able to motivate them. I hope you will continue to develop these skills and keep studying hard. I wish you all the best in whatever you decide to eventually do. Work hard in Year 2 and 3 ...and also when you go to University!!! =D

小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号

Happie 牛Year

Happie 牛Year Everyone :D

Tml after my half day work, my friends will be cuming to my hse and night time we will be gg out for dinner and playing :)

Her b'day is cuming soon, juz another 6 more days :)

Byeeeeeeeeee.....

你不知道 你对我多么重要

Good Day

Today i took off due to some reason and zender take over me.. Yest after work went Bongo wif shanker and vincent, 3 of us will talking and chatting abt our own thing, thing that happen to us in relationship and LOVE.. Vincent told us that sometime he feel that he is very useless, and everytime ppl are saying that he is a nice person but hw come there is no good thing that happen to him and he wan to be a bad person.. Actually this thing also happen to me and shanker as well, friends are saying that we're realli a nice person, willing to do this n dat for the gal that we like.. But if that so hw cum good thing do not happen to us ? I thought ppl use to sae nice thing always happen to nice people, or are we not nice enough or wad ? Yest 3 of us chat n chat till 9plus and we went off, sometime it is realli good to sit down and chat wif ppl dat feel that same as u coz they go through the same thing as u too.. Anyway SHANKER buddy & Vincent Darling, let shall not be soo EMO :) Let smile and welcome everything that come wif us although i noe it is quite impossible haha :p

I saw this at a newspaper and it is quite accurate, it sae that scorpio is 痴情第一,扮酷第一,魅力第一, 冷冰冰第一,理智第一. I feel that it is quite true in someways hahaha..

Okay enough of those emo stuff, 2day when i on my lappy i'm damn suprise and HAPPY :D

Tonight will be heading to auntie hse for dinner and after dinner will go for prawning session, this yr nt gg to chinatown but prawing.. Everything is soo good and right when something good happen to u that will make u happie even though it is a small small thing :D

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你 把祝福送给你

Last day of sch

Today is last day of sch, it is realli last day of my year 1 at Rp.. I noe that for sure i will Miss W34R, they are realli a great bunch of ppl :D I am always thinking if RP do not haf de system of every sem we will change class, i would not have know them and of coz julin and jiemin :) Today we decide to order delivery and miss denise heard that and she sae she wanted to treat us :) That realli soo nice of her and she is a good Faci :D She is always soo patient wif us and she will take an effort to explain and elaborate more to us regarding the problem statement whenever we seems in doubts....

Holiday is here, and same old thing i will be doing again.. And that is work and training.. This 2 thing will take up most of my time but i will stil find time to haf fun and relax and meet up wif friends :D I hope that apr can juz cum soon and i will be able to fly to taiwan asap.. My holiday is till 19thapr.. 2 months plus near to 3 mths of holiday :) I'm realli lookin forward to my trip to taiwan, pls pls pls everything go smoothly...

你前进看着你背影 就足够世界无条件的放晴

Maybe

I'm still sick, very sick not feeling well.. Body nt well, heart also nt well :( Everything also not well for me :( I also dunnoe y, but i juz dun feel good :(

Ever since de day she told me that everything she told me is true and towards me she is sincere and truthful.. I belief everything she said, becoz she sae so, no matter what i will still choose to belief her :)

为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行 然后留下 最痛的纪念品

突然好想你

有时候喜欢一个人是一件很辛苦和痛苦的事。当你喜欢一个人 她却不喜欢你，你就会感觉到那种感受。。每当你已经下定决心想把这一彻都忘了，但又听到她的消息，你会发现你始终无法把这一彻都忘了。。 你知道无论你在这么努力结局都还会是一样，但你也没有办法把这一彻都忘了，所以你只好默默的守在她的身边做她的好朋友。。慢慢这一彻就会安静了(Silently, THE END)

最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息 最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

Yest night went Chinatown wif auntie, mum and cousins.. There was alot of ppl but not very packed, at least i still manage to breathe hahahaha.. Mum and auntie bought a few items back and me and cousins will be in charge to carry for them so that they can do their shopping well :) Went back home ard 10 plus, shower, drink my medicine and SLEEP !! Actually i do not want to eat de medicine but i haf no choice as i'm coughing like every min.. And my cousin even told me Y u dun wanna eat medicine, u waiting for wad ? Waiting for someone special to specially sms u and ask u eat medicine dan u wanna eat isit ? Dan i was thinking Wah HOW U noe ah ? hahaha.

Today get woke up by SIM SIM call and she told me dun slp le wake up and tml i will be working EIC.. I was like Huh EIC, Okokok... And that aunite sim keep ask me dun slp le like as if she nid me to work today... I try to get back to slp but i can't.. Wake up and wash up and online.. Now i'm still browsing on 仔仔blog, there is stil lots of foto man and i'm kind of bored at home :(

And My trip to usa on Nov will be gone due to my school as there are changes made in my sch thingy so i dun think i can skip sch :( But nvm as i might and will be going taiwan on Apr :) And I haven get anything for Nee B'day yet, i was too busy wif my own thing and i did not prepare anything or do anything for her myself.. Think i gonna do it when i gt de time fast and quick :)

AND I like de way 仔仔 take foto, de angle and everything.. It seems soo nice and professional and the lighting and the color is nice too.. I like this pic more coz seems EMO

有些话说不出口 害怕又犯下了错

Updating

Last fri i skip sch and i was out wif AJ Bro and alicia.. First i met up wif bro 1st dan we shop ard bugis then after that we head down to town to meet up wif alicia.. Walk to far east and slack around.. Then we went to Topman but dere was alot of ppl so we nv bought anything from there, and we went for dinner.. After that continue to walk ard and i bought 1 shirt from NUM.. After that home sweet home :)

Weekends was work for me and both day i was wif Darling vincent.. Sat night we went to had our dinner at Ulu Ulu wif shanker buddy, zender, ah seng, fong jie and Mabel.. After that me n fong fong acc him to take something from his friend hse and we decide to head back to zoo to fetch shanker, and we went slacking at admirality MAC... And finally Home sweet Home, vincent darling drove all of us back .. Sun, Vincent and me went out wif sim sim.. 3 of us stay in de office till 7.30pm dan we went off.. We acc vincent to his fren b'day party but we wait in the car for him and we went to eat Prata at Jalan Kayu.. After eating he send us home again :)

TODAY, I did went to sch but i left halfway as my heart is not there, totally haf no mood to do today problem as i was SICK and just no mood hahaha.. Went to meet Best pal pearline at town and i went to buy my Shirt, the shirt that i had been lookin for .. AND i found it at Ncore, actually on fri i saw it but nv buy.. Dan in de end i was thinking and thinking abt it so i decide to get it nw as anyway i thinking to get it when i get ang bao from CNY..

Shirt that I bought :D

And on sun afternoon, pearline msg me said that she found 仔仔blog, de one from guess*3 and i was like wow she manage to found it as that time we could not found her blog at all.. Today in sch, i was stuck to my lappy as i was browsing through her blog all this and it was alot alot of it man.. The reason i'm like interested in her blog is becoz she look abit like nee at certain angle and i nv realise it myself till someone told me.. And nw 仔仔cut short her hair, look abit like hebe.. Nw she even flim mv for Mayday and Fang Da Tong and even some commericals too.. BUT seems like she Smoke so that de onli thing that spoil everything in someways but i can't deny that she is pretty and nice looking :)

最怕此生 已经决心自己过 没有你 却又突然 听到你的消息

(告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友)

I do not know what title to put so i just leave it blank.. Yest was my last day of IVP and we lose to TP.. We came in 4th for IVP and 3rd for POLITE :) For the past 2 days, i had been talking to CHARLOTTE, it had been soo long since i last talk to her and she is still soo funny !! Yest she told me dat she is sick dan i told her i'm sick also and guess wad she ask me ? She ask me is Body sick or Heart Sick ? And i was like BODY la and my heart always sick de wad hahahaha.. Dan after that i chase her to go study as she having her dunnoe wad Test 2day.. And i promise her that i will post her name BIG BIG !! And she ask me dun be soo EMO hor

Today i was realli sick and dead tired.. I dun realli feel like talking as my throat is damn pain and i know that i will get irritated easily... Nw my back is in pain again, damn the old injury is cuming back and it realli hurts me :( I realli miss, realli miss a spot check msg.. I can still rem 2 years back when i was sick nt feelin well, she send me a msg and sae it is Spot check time.. Sometime i ask myself, why am i always thinking back abt all those thing, can't i just moved on ?

Tml i will nt be cuming to sch n will be meeting AJ bro for shopping session and dinner together wif alicia !! Tml will be shopping time :)

因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾... 專屬鈴聲我還留著 卻靜靜沉默

Fav songs

This songs is my favourite songs and i realli love it.. Not just the reason that it is sing by S.H.E but also the lyrics.. Read the lyrics and u will know :) This song is also 1 of my phone ringtone but this ringtone hardly rings, i kind of miss this ringtone....

慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地 深怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想 被你肯定　在这个时候说我　让你感动过

别握住我的手　说我一定会懂　
作不成的爱人 变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　
换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以　不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中　看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我　在这个时候对我　比从前温柔

别握住我的手　说我一定会懂　
作不成的爱人　变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　
换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以 不作你的朋友
应该放晴的天气　还下雨 别这样下去 我难过但是说不出口

Rap:一直逃避 我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街口 怎麼走都走不到尽头

别握住我的手 说我一定会懂　作不成的爱人 变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　
换个方式牵手 并不会更好过
可不可以　别回头 可不可以　就放手 可不可以 不作你的朋友

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

Update update

On fri i had a match wif NUS and we lose. But coach sae that i play well and he is really proud of me and i was like soo happie :) Coach ask me to play on de last quarter, i was soo nervous as i was afraid that i might nt play well.. But luckly i did play well :) Today we will be having a match as well, hopefully we can win.. On sat after work went down to AMK fish & Co we celebrate Shanker buddy B'day again.. Yest after work went down to ikea to look for cousin and auntie and went for dinner..

Today supposely i did not come to sch but JULIN ask me to come and play play as today is relief teacher so here i am nw in class.. Playing facebook and blogging hahaha.. :p

During the weekends, when i was heading to work i was thinking abt lots of thing.. Thinking back how we get to know each other, when was the first time we went out together and lots of thing.. And i can still rem how i use to blame myself, blame myself from nt controlling myself and hold back.. These are all the memories that is all in my mind and right now i think i can take it as an experience..

爱得太重,忘了自由,心在拔河却会更痛

Happie B'day

Today is AJ Bro B'day so HAPPIE 21st B'day BRO :) May all ur wishes will cum true and stay happy always..

Today Jiemin and Julin did nt come to sch but it was still soo fun in class as syaf and minhui damn funny la.. Yest i made an agreement wif Minhui that if she manage to memorise and sing the full songs of 心型圈, and if she can do that i will delete away her unglam foto in my camera... So today i asked her dan she sae she can't la, sing de full songs can but muz see de lyrics and i told her CANNOT ! Dan in de end syaf also learn to sing the songs too, i even bluetooth her de songs.. And i told her last day of sch, she gt to sing us de full songs hahaha.. :] My classmates are soo fun :)

YEst was celebration for edmund b'day, we went to fish and co and AMK HUB.. WE make him stand on the chair and the staff do the fish and co rap or wadeva for him and it was damn fun la...

就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你

...

Yest match wif SP was a good wan, we won SP !! Tml will be match wif NUS.. AND i forget to type in my prev blog that shanker,zender and ah seng came down and watch the game.. This few days i will be heading to ngee ann and that means i will also pass by SIM.. ON mon i was slpin on de bus when we are on our way to ngee ann, and at 1 point i just wake up and i look around, i saw SIM juz opp.. My 1st reaction was to look around the area and search.. I saw 1 gal at de bus-stop that look like her but my bus was moving already so i did not get a clear view of her..

Well i guess, i'm too used to look around or search when i'm at the area that she would be at.. Yest skip sch and afternoon meet alicia and pearline at novena and we slack at united square starbucks, and i love the ice-blended mocha over there, it is nice nice.. Think next time i will always go united square to slack and drink ice-blended mocha and i like de starbuck over there as well, it is cosy :)

挥不去妳 记忆全都是妳 难过的事 从此不必再提.

Busy and tired

On mon was 1st day of sch and everything was still de same, normal.. After sch head to ngee ann poly for my game and we won NP, ltr will have our match againist SP. YEst sch was okay okay too, nothing much but i still enjoy myself in class :) Yest after sch, head down to kovan to cut my hair together wif Alicia, then we had dinner at xin wang restaurant and we SAW EDMUND !! KInd of suprised to see him there, he was also dere to have dinner wif his fren and de reason he came to kovan xinwang is his fren is workin dere and she is treatin him as mon is his B'day, and as for ours, thur dan we will celebrate for him, a belated celebraton for him :) Chit chat wif him and talk nonense, fool around.. THat guy act like as if xinwang is his, he walk around here n dere, choose seats and change seats dan still treat us a DRINK, a cup of ice water that cost 40cents EACH !! Nonense la that stupid Edmund, but still it fun to have him as fren coz he will entertain us hahaha.. anyway HAPPIE 23rd B"day MR EDMUND YAM :) Around 9 plus to 10pm, me and alicia went home.. AND on de way home, i decided to gif school a skip today and i'm tired and i needed my slp.. Sms alicia when i'm home and midnight she call me and sae she also nt gg sch hahaha.. so bth of us skip sch today. BUt ltr i gt to head back to sch as i will meet up wif my team-mates dan head to ngee ann together :)

bought MinHui the small hat and clip, SOO i ask her to wear it and i took a photo of it hahaha



My whole week is pack again, tml after sch celebrating edmund b'day at amk, fri gt match after school, weekends work, sat after work heading down to amk to celebrate shanker buddy b'day :) and the following week, i dunnoe wad will i have again ? CNY is cuming soon and i'm damn excited as i gonna haf lots of fun again.. CNY eve night time, i mightbe gg for prawning wif cousins and de prawns we have we will save for 1st day of CNY steamboat :) 2nd day i'm working half day but my fren are cuming to my hse and night time we will be heading out for dinner and haf fun hahaha :p the 5th of CNY i will be heading to alicia hse for steamboat.. BUT i had nt bought my CNY clothes yet, think i will meet up wif bro to go shopping :) AND COUSIN Pauline will be back in sg for CNY :)

I find this very meaningful 因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過, 因為愛你.所以我逼自己離.. 愛上一个人，如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害。放棄一个人，如此的難過卻又讓人心碎。

如果我還一直在乎著你， 你是否會再多看我一眼呢?

Happy 2009

It is a brand new year again, it is 2009 already.. Yest went back NS bongo to meet up wif buddy shanker, zender and Ah seng.. It was a nice meetup, enjoy myself talking to them esp wif Buddy :) Today was work, and after work went down to chinatown (spring court) for uncle b'day celebration.. Happie B'day Uncle Keng , take good care of your health and stay healthy always :)

My frens are asking me so what wish do i haf or what do i haf in mind for 2009 ? For me is I hope that i can work hard in everything i do etc School and netball.. I really hope that she will be happy always and everything will go smoothly for her in year 2009 :) Saw from her good fren blog, it stated that she hope that she can study hard, score well and find a Good BF.. Well, i also hope that she can find someone that would realli treasure,appreciate her and will not hurt her or make her cry... I knew it myself that it impossible for me and i told myself that i shld feel contented and glad that at least now we are still fren and we still keep in contact... No matter what, she always can brighten up my days at the right time, the right moment :) Today she brighten up my days again even though it is jus a small little thing, maybe for others they might not think so but for me i will treasure it :) Maybe frens will be wondering y it is her again as they thought that i had realli forget and moved on... Well, I noe that some of my frens may not understand y is her again ? The reason is she is always the one that can brighten up my days and i'm willing and will try to do anything just for her, I can wait for her for 3 to 4 hours without losing my patient and i would nv get pek chek wif her, NEVER.. Till now she is the only want that can do that.. She is still the one but i do not intend to do anything, for me now is enough.. My main point is Nee to be happy always :) People is wondering how come i call myself as Silly Dang ? There is a reason behind it and i think onli 1 or 2 ppl noes abt dat.. I call myself as silly dang nt becoz i'm stupid or wadeva but is ....

Tml i will be meeting serene to pass her the gifts that i bought from HK and after that will need to head to Kallang for a friendly match wif SIM.. Weekends work again and sat night might be meeting bro :) Good nights

我无法收敛对你的思念 若爱有风险我宁愿中箭 (你值得被珍惜)