Why ?

Why is it dat i'm always soo concern every little thing dat is related to her?Why is it that whenever she sae dat she's thinkin or wan to get smth, de next moment i wil go search for her? Why is it that whenever she nid help in smth, i will always tell her dat "我帮你", and even though i noe nth regardin dat, i will ask my frens,cousin or whoever dat noe it to get the information for her and i will want to do it fast.. Why am I always soo fed up,angry wif my fone when it could nt open up de sms dat she send me? Why is it dat my inbox is always full of her sms ? Why am i always so happy n glad when i receive her sms and most of de time i'm smiling ? Why is it dat whenever i meet her, i will stil feel nervous and my heart beat soo fast? I could even change all my scheldue and my plannin for dat day juz to meet her, even though i would be late for training, lettin my fren sae dat i PS them.. Why ? And i would always take extra effort to plan n search for her B'day pressie even though i'm busy wif thing..

Seriously i dun even noe y i am typin all this thing? As i'm typin all this thingy, my window media player is playing 不作你的朋友, wad a nice timing uh ? De next songs cumin up is 安静了, i alreadi put my player on shuffle mode le.. But tis 2 songs stil play after each, maybe when ur mood is realli moody even de songs u listening also suit ur feeling.. Well, i guess i will be fine by tml or after a few days.. Sometime i juz tends to be moody :( Alot of ppl wil sae or even ask me "为什么你这样的傻 ?" My reply to them is : Hahahaha, i also dunnoe eh.. Okay, i tink dat all, i've nth to type anymore.. Byee and gd night :)

愛要耐心等待 仔細尋找 感覺很重要 寧可空白了手 等候一次 真心的擁抱

Happie Happie

HAPPIE B'DAY HEBE (喜碧)

Today is 30th march and it is DeAr Hebe B'day !! Happie B'day Hebe :) Today is realli a good day hahaha.. In de morning i receive a call from Tiong bahru CC and sae dat i can go n collect my Merit bursary cheque !! wulalala man haaa $$$$ :p This week i will be busy wif quite alot of stuff and today is de onli day dat i'm realli free

Ltr in de evenin will be meetin nee for dinner and seriously i'm realli sorry as 2day is de onli day dat i can confirm dat i haf de time.. Sorry to make u rush :( hopefully u can finish ur project by tonight :) My scheldue for tis wk is tue work, wed friendly match wif TJC,thur work, fri gt thing on, sat go Pray ah ma & ah gong and SUn byee.. I'm realli pack tis week

And I dunnoe whether shld i get Ipod nano or de new ipod shuffle ? I wanna get a new ipod b4 tis sun ...

明明是昨天的事情 怎么今天我还在经历

Woo

Hurray de days is soo near :D Today i'm took off from work, so i am relaxin at home in de morning and ltr gg to bake cookie wif cousins :) Yest work was quite fun as workin wif nice ppl hahaha... Yest went lunch together wif qibin and while havin lunch we will sayin dat Zoo retail shop gt 1 gal is quite pretty and blah blah blah. And soo we decide to walk through de ent area so that we can pass by retail shop to see whether de gal we sayin is it de same girl... I thought we wil juz walkin pass n see whether is dat girl workin but Miss qibin sae NO, we muz walk into de retail shop dan can see clearer.. ANd i was like Huh,serious ah.. And i juz let her pull into de retail shop and we are like dunnoe wad la, keep search for dat gal but too bad she is nt working hahahaa..

Tue and thur is work again and soon it will be de day dat i will relax myself and haf lots lots lots of fun hahahaha.. :)

不肯撕去的昨天 陪着我还在等谁 (爱到疯癫 )

Future

Yest was workin but work was nt that busy as sch had started and nt much ppl cumin to zoo durin weekdays.. Discuss thing wif seniors regardin this and dat.. And when i was at de office, i saw my boss.. She ask me when i am graduatin and ask me which course am i in ? When she noe dat i'm in outdr and adventure course, she was like good good, can come work for river safari after u graduate.. I was like ehh ok, and i told her i might haf attachments and she sae Ok great come back here for attachments again.. And i was like Ohh, we shall see hw.. OMG dun tell me i gonna stuck at zoo forever !!! hahahaha.. Actually i gt de plannin to be a keeper at JBP and i wanna be at de penguin side hahahaha..:D But my plan is always to have a business of my OWN, but we shall see hw ba, dere is stil a long way :)

Juz nw meet up wif serene at TBP for lunch, we head to Coffee club for lunch.. Sat down and chat abt lots lots of thing.. Before meetin Serene, i went for a run ard my hse area.. Quite a handful of my frens sae that i gt a healthy lifestyle as i will go runnin or trainin once or twice a week.. But i dun think this is enough, 2 years back whenever i'm free and nt workin, i will head to gym twice a week.. But as nw i'm too tired after work, i onli run ard my hse area, sometime i dun even run at all as i'm realli dead tired but luckly sometime i will control my diet here and dere.. Tml and next tue wil be work again.. De day is cumin soon, soo near hahaha...

Selina bring pinky for a new haircut but i feel that de old wan is betta and more cute.. And tis time 小賓 is in de pic as well.. CUTE

小賓 & Pinky

小賓 juz look like a bear la :D

Arrowhead By 仔仔

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼 （等待对的人出现）

全世界都停电

连你都会残忍隔绝 我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭 为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切 卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间 单独隔离 寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见 绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电 全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间 有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身 就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈 像一个句点

Today meet up wif Julin, acc her go cut hair and get her Crocs shoes but there is no more stock left for de color she wanted.. AND that gal cut short her hair.. It was quite nice or shld i sae it look pretty on her and most impt is JULIN LIM GOT SLIM DOWN EH !!! After her haircut we went to PS,walk ard and i gt smth that i needed for de card.. Bought it and we went ice monster for mango ice and mango egg crepe.. Chit chat and talk nonense and HOME as mum gt cook :)
Finally de card is done :) Happy wif it and Julin also sae dat is nice :D

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少 然后得到多少并不计较

Off Day

This few weeks, i had been takin off for weekends as i feel that i nid to rest more durin weekends.. This sun i'm off and i'm gg to bake cookie at my cousin hse.. My dad side is gg to 拜 my grandparents and great-grandparents for qing ming jie but i'm nt gg.. One of de reason is i dun realli like my dad siblings but i do love my grandparents esp my dear AH MA !! My ah ma is always soo nice to everyone and she dote on all her grandchildren, last time when she is still ard every sat without fail she will head to de market to buy fried fishball and alot of food that de grandchildren like.. As she is gettin older and she can't carry much thing, my sis will also acc my ah ma to the market as well.. Nw ah ma had passed away, we no longer will head dere every sat anymore.. Sometime i onli go dere once a year during CNY if nt i will nt go at all..

For my mum side they are gg to 拜 my grandparents and great-grandparents on 4th apr, and I'm OFF dat day.. Mostly i will be gg but i gt to see whether do i haf enough time to pack my stuff for 5th apr.. My ah gong pass away when i was realli very young, even my youngest cousin edward did nt see ah gong b4.. Ah gong love to squeeze orange juice for the grand children when we complain dat we are thirsty, he took de effort to make orange juice for us as he do not want us to drink too much soft drinks :) Ah ma love to cook for us, she like to cook porridge, curry chicken and lots of food for us to eat.. Ah ma passed away when i was at pri 6, ah ma illness had been draggin her for quite a long time.. if i'm nt wrong, ah ma wanted to cook porridge for us and she gt to get de meat from de fridge and dunnoe wad happen, ah ma fall down and she do nt haf de energy to walk anymore.. Even though ah ma is sick, we will still go to ah ma hse very sun for family gathering.. Till nw we will still haf gathering at 2nd ah yi hse...

Treasure your ah gong and ah ma, spend more time wif them when they are still ard.. Coz ah gong and ah ma realli dote on their grandchildren and they always wanted to gif their grandchildren the best :)

I love fish leong songs 没有如果, i like the music and the rhythm.. I had been listenin to it everyday :) De day is cuming soon :D Ltr meetin Julin Lim, acc go town..

浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待

Design

Yest night when i was gg to slp some ideas came to my mind, it was an idea of makin a B'day card .. So today i decide to try out de ideas, i do a sketch on a paper 1st to see hw much material is needed.. I made alot of changes in de sketch, i think i had ard 5 sketch to see which wan wil be betta.. I get soo fed up when i was findin and doing those material, i nearly give up and thinkin of changin my idea again.. But I stil decide to continue wif de idea that i had decided coz i couldn't juz keep change de design becoz i could nt get de material right... Trainin was cancel today so i went out to get some of de material, I had also done some design on my lappy also well, gt to print it out.. Tml or fri, i gt to get 1 of the material and once i get it, i will be able to start doin de card..

Anyway Tank latest song 全世界都停电 is nice.. I had been listenin it recently on my lappy and my ipod..

安静的 但却一直都在

Family

I had bought the STAGE shirt i wanted :) Wanted to get the black wan but it onli left wif S so no choice gt to take de white wan.. Show it to my mum n sis when i went hm, told them tat i bought it for $79 and my mum nv nag at me or wad.. I think de reason is she noe that i'm using my own money to get it and i realli like this shirt :D Juz nw on de way to far east, receive a call from mum and ask me where am i ? And alicia even tried to tell mum : Auntie, huimin gonna anyhw spend $$ again !! I told alicia dat my mum alreadi noe i wanted to get dat shirt and she nv sae anything hahaha..

Juz nw when my mum is washin cup at de kitchen i told her dat y nt i get u another crystal bracelet when i go overseas ? N she told me dun la no nid, wear 1 enough le and somemore tis wan nt yet spoilt.. I told her i get u another wan for healthy de la, dan she ans me No nid la, u think all this very cheap ah, u buy me tis wan stil can wear la.. Sometime i juz wan to get smth for my mum, juz want to get her smth to make her feel happy and actually tis's wad children shld do for their parents... Sometime when i think back, i realli feel dat my parents realli dote on me esp my mum, i can still rem 4 or 5 years back when i finish my N level exam, my mum suddenly juz ask me wan go taiwan durin nov ? I was like of course !! My mum noe dat i always wanted to go taiwan since dat day i go crazy over S.H.E !! We went dere for 10 days and bought alot of thing back, she even bought me 1 pair of nike shoes :) Even though my mum love to nag n scold my sis n me but she stil dotes on us alot.. As for my dad, he is always askin me have u eaten anot?Wad good food u eat ? Sometime durin my off day durin weekends, every 4 to 5 hrs he will ask me hungry anot, i gg out to get food n wad u wan ah ?

Not juz dat my parents dote on me, even my cousins and auntie from my Mum side all dote on me too.. Wheneva my auntie and cousins went overseas, they will get shirt or get smth for me.. They usually will get Nike, old navy n DC shirt for me.. When they noe dat i'm nt workin or nt schoolin, they will bring me out for dinner or lunch.. And i love to go to my 2nd auntie hse and dat is juz opp my hse, tat is juz like 2nd home to me :) Basically i go dere for dinner, for relaxin n family gathering.. Sometime i even juz went dere to play wif my cousin dog COCO, well coco is also part of our family already, everyone is de family dote on her alot..

Coco when she had juz finish her surgey

I dun have de habit and i dun tell my family i love them or wad .. But seriously they realli mean alot to me, if i do not have them in my life i would nt be wad i am nw.. Yes i do agree that i'm very stubborn at all times like my mum and auntie always ask me to wear thing dat are more lady, but de more they sae the more man i wear so they give up and they stop askin me coz they noe dat i will nt do those thing.. Sometime they even try to accept it n sae dat the shirt that i buy is nice and i style my hair til soo nice or wad :) So, love ur family and spend more time wif them coz they are always dere for u when u needed someone.. But frens is also impt as well, to me i dun tell my parents or family my problems or my own personal thing.. Onli my fren noe abt my personal thing, so to me frens is impt coz they are also always dere for me when i needed them :)

Anyway that all. byee and gd night.. Seriously speakin Mediacorp realli suck at times as some of the show or drama dat are showing dun realli interest me :( AND i'm damn bored at hm watchin those borin thing..

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来 深深的 在心里 没人看的出来

SHirt Shirt

STAGE x DISNEY NICE TEE

I want to get this shirt !! Even though it will cost me $79.. I had been thinkin abt this shirt de whole day, soo i decide to get it for myself hahaha.. Tue i wil go get it, and hopefully there is still stocks left.. If nt then i will get ...

CAMO DORA YELLOW from WRONGWROKS

CAMO DORA BLUE

For camo dora shirt, they haf 4 colors yellow,purple, blue and black.. I think i wil either get de blue or de yellow wan if de STAGE TEE is out of stock..

Tees design by dear ella & hebe

This 2 shirts are design by ella n hebe for a charity thingy.. Actually dere is selina wan but hers is too lady so i nv had de thinkin to get it hahaha.. Hopefully i can get it at TOP Girl during APR :)

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口 隐隐作痛

:)

I alreadi cut my hair :) Yest went down to town to get things and walk ard, meet up wif vincent for dinner and he treat me coz he sae he make me waited him for soo long due to the stupid bus.. Thank for the treat :]

Today i went out myself, i decide to head to suntec n marina sq.. Head to the shop that i wanted to go 1st, went in and i knew it that de design dat i wanted is sold out !! They do haf de design but they do not have de color and de size dat i wanted to get.. The lady told me dere is stil white color but is the bigger wan.. It was way too big, so :( Head down to adidas and nike, saw smth dat i wanted to get but stil i decide to head to Marina sq for PUMA.. Went in and look ard and 1 particular item caught my attention, but i decide to went to Raffles city to walk ard.. Final decision i went back to Puma :) I also get 1 item from nike as well.. Basically today i purchase items from sport shop.. Was quite glad dat i gt de items :D

Tml n sun wil be work again.. Byee and gd night :)

MSN上太多的路人甲 偶爾你也該上來說說話

Mac

My dad took off for today and he told me dat y nt we go out for MAC breakfast as anyway i'm nt workin .. Dan i was like Ohh Okay anyway i was cravin for MAC breakfast for quite sometime alreadi hahaha.. Gg to cut hair n shoppin, soo happie hahahaha..

Anyway that all, Gd night :D AND can apr come soon pls pls pls :)

嘿只要你可以永远开心 我会情愿渐渐被忘记

MY DS LITE

Recently i had been playin wif my DS, think i miss playin it hahaha.. This DS i had bought it nearly for 3 years alreadi.. When i juz bought it, i had been playin it for almost everyday but after a few mths i stop, and tis had been gg on like a cycle.. Nw i start playin it alreadi haa.. My precious DS lite, i onli allow some people to play hahaha..

Everything had been confirm and it gonna be soon :D I'm soo lookin forward to it nw.. AND i'm soo confused of wad to get, i haf lots of idea in mind but hopefully de thing dat i gg to get will haf de design i wanted.. Kind of worried dat de design dat i wanted will haf no stock

Work Hard for your project, even though you sae dat it's a silly project :)

我在这里 我就站在这看著你

Hot Sunday

Today i'm off and i head down to sentosa for the beach netball thingy.. Today weather was soo HOT and i was BURNT.. Actually juz intend to head dere for sun tannin session and watch Meishi, haha and de rest played.. De weather was realli hot and 1 of de team even choose to walk over..

I'm realli very red nw and was realli tanned !!! Thur gg to cut my hair.. Yay yippie and gg to shop for thing as well :D

面对面的时候 我总是无法把你看清

New fren

Basically today i was at work de whole day.. Work was quite fun 2day and i get to noe a grp of gals from japan.. It all happen when a whole grp of them came to Ts3 and 1 of the gal lost her tix.. So i asked her to call de tour guide or de agency to check what they could do for her as de whole grp haf de tixs while onli one gal do not haf.. After they called, 1 of de gal told me dat de gal dat lose her tix gonna buy a brand new tix again.. Then de gal bought de tix for me and de whole grp pf ard 13 of them took de trams at my station and i reminded all of them not to lost their tixs..

Ard 5 plus they head back to my stations for tram rides again.. When i headed back to de ent to do my closin, i saw them again.. Smile at them n sae bye to them, i thought i would nt see them again but when i finish work and i head to ah meng kopi to buy my ice-lemon tea, i saw 2 of de gal again hahaha.. And they saw me too, they wil also buyin drinks from ah meng kopi so i offered to help them buy and i also can get discount for them and they will so happy.. They even show me de fotos they took and the items that they purchased at de zoo retail shop.. They asked me hw long had i been workin in de zoo, so i had finish work and am i gg hm nw or .. and am i born in singapore all this. They even ask me to go japan, they told me where they come from but i do not noe where is de place hahaha.. Help de lady to buy rhino milo and when she see de price after discount she was like wah that alot haaa.. Wave goodbye to all of them n i head off to night safari.. And Leon even sae dat i shld take their contact no or e-mail from them so that when i headin to japan can contact them hahahaha..

It is always soo nice to serve such a nice guests and even after ur work, u are change to ur own clothes, they even recognise u and show u hw they had enjoy themselves in the zoo.. Tml will be headin to sentosa for BEACH NETBALL :D

连你都会残忍隔绝 我的心能要谁了解

Almost everything is settled and i'm juz waitin for de day to come :D Recently i had been at home rottin, online and do research too.. I'm quite lazy to head out as well, but de fact is i dun wan to spend too much money hahaha.. I knew it myself that when i'm out i wil tend to buy thing.. B4 i make harsh or stupid decision to buy alot of thing from Ncore, i betta stay at home and dun head out hahahahaha.. :p

Tml is work and sun i took off :) Next wk i will be gg to cut my hair together wif alicia, my hair is long and it very hard to for me style my hair and it is thick and long hahahaha.. I'm stil thinkin whether to get de pouch from wrongwroks or from NIKE, 1 is $40 and another wan is $22.90 !! I gonna make a decision man hahahaha..

Good Luck n All de best for ur test tml :)

明知道都过去 我却没有办法

I'm Dead

Here are de pic dat we took last fri, here are 2 of it.. Hopefully soon i can post more up. All thank to joyce dat had scan it in :)

HIGH 5

I'm dead, seriously dead dead dead :( Juz browse through Ncore website and Blog, and de thing dat they release are de items dat i like la ahhhhh... I gt de urge to buy those items all from NCORE !!!!!

Here are their Blog http://ncore-sg.blogspot.com/
Wrongwroks website http://www.wrongwroks.com/index2.html
Outerspace website http://www.outerspace.com.tw/
SQUAD website http://www.squad.com.tw/squad_main.html

多在乎你却只放在心中 不要问我为什么

Nice lyrics

喜欢一个人好累 By 泳儿

昨天你送我一个笑脸 今天你经过了我身边

每天你这样一举一动 都影响我的悲伤喜悦

昨天你多看了我一眼 今天我有些心不在焉

哪天我才会有勇气 勇敢面对

暗恋喜欢一个人好美 　想像你轻轻搂我的肩 　

走在人挤人的街 　抓紧你的手甜蜜无限

暗恋喜欢一个人好累 　流泪在数不尽的黑夜 　

想念变成了习惯 　想你一遍遍你却好远

如果你不当我是朋友 而是其他重要的角色
是否我就可以占有 你每个笑容

PINKY is soo cute :D

夜又去了 连梦都没有 傻傻的 付出默默 每分每刻的所有