Last Day

Okay 2day is last day of aug so here i'm blogging !! Blogger stil do not allow me to post pic hais .. Anyway recently had been busy wif thing, on sat went to celebrate pearline b'day at Mind Cafe, and we went for dinner at ECP :) Yest was work, it was raining whole day.. Later heading back to sch for physical trainin and tml will be zoo trip wif Aj Bro, jyc and fangan :)

Cousin celine had done a design for my party invitation, and i like it.. It very nice n unique, gonna get those material and do some design thingy 1st, once de bookin is confirm for de function room and we can start printing it and i can gif out invitation card for those that are cuming :)) I gt ard 1oo namelist for my party but i gonna cut down on it as 100 is too much and i'm sure those that i invite nt necessary all would come haaa.

我開始在習慣一種難以言喻的寂寞。。That shld be all Byee to u n her

就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心 我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你

All Clear

All my UTs 3 for 5 module is Cleared !! Today clear 2 in a day, 1 in de morning n 1 in the afternoon.. Tml onwards to 1st week of oct will be my sch holidays but it will be a busy holiday for me once again as i wil be busy with trainin, friendly games and work.. This 3 tiring for me, nt much energy to do others thing alreadi :(

Anyway i gt my outerspace bag alreadi, like it to the max :) After waitin for 1 or 2 mths plus, i finally got it hahaha :D Wanted to post de pic but blogger dun allow me to do that again :( As today we had a realli long breaks like 6 hours while waitin for the next UT, almost de whole class slack all de way at library in a quiet readin room, it suppose to be quiet room but as we're inside so it become a NOISY room hahaha.. We took quite a handful of foto usin my lappy and i had all upload it at FB !! When blogger allow me to post pic i shall do so :)

擁有的不一定被放下,相信不一定永恆, 若像是風一樣,那還有沒有緬懷的心碎。當所有價值和意義越來越不明顯, 一直所做的一彻好像都没有任何意义了吧？

Byee that shld be all for today.. Soo tired and i nid my slp alreadi.. Gd night to u n her :)

是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信 可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你

Temporary

2 Ut down, 3 more to go.. Next mon land-based at 4.30pm and next tue adventure education & Health n Wellness, after tis 2 i'll clear all my UT3 !! Recently had been checkin stuff for my nov b'day celebration, it seems like it too early for me to plan n search for thing but nw it's onli less then 3 mths for me to do all tis thing.. N somemore almost everyday i'm busy wif thing, although i'll be having my holiday soon but i'll be busy wif training and work as well.. Now trainin had increase to 3 days per week so everyday i'll be occupied wif thing.. Mon,wed, fri will be training, tue,thur,sat n sun will be work for me.. So 1 weeks 7 days, everyday i gt thing on hahaha.. Damn Busy uh haa

暂停算不算放弃 ? 对我来说，暂停不算放弃。。暂停只是让我休息和从新的想过一遍，想一想到底我要的是什么。。休息是为了走更长或更远的路。。我知道我自己是不可能这么容易放弃的，所以就停下脚步慢慢的思考吧。。也许这是最好的方法吧。。故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇 我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密 :)

Yest and today when i was on de way to sch and walkin towards MRT station, met someone.. Seems like we dun onli get to meet each other at de ladies le but yest i stil met her at de ladies again hahaha.. Today was talkin to khai after UT n askin each other whether can do ma ? I was like Today cannot do eh, cannot think hahaha !! Yest can do n think eh, 2day nth come out haa.. N khai was like : y eh. 2day no motiviation ah, No good luck ah ? I was kind of laughin non-stop when she sae dat.. :p

GREAT NEWS !!!!!! S.H.E will be having their WORLD TOUR CONCERT SOON and i think next year then they would be cuming to SINGAPORE.. It does nt matter tis yr or next year, de most impt is they will come SG for CONCERT again !! Hahahaha..

「S.H.E is the One@愛而為一」世界巡迴演唱會

Later gonna head back school for training.. In 1 day, i gonna head back sch twice sia .. Mornin for UT, evening for training and nw it's stil raining !! AND my outerspace black bag is here alreadi, damn happie can hahaha.. That shld be all, Byee to u n her :)

醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境 告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你

Soon it'll be over

Another post for de day :) Out for sudden i juz feel like postin another post here.. Tis is my diary, an area that i can post wad i wanna sae no matter is it happy, sad, angry or wadeva.. I guess, onli my close or gd fren then will come my blog n read wad i type ba.. Tis blog is juz simply an area or space for me, that y i nv put any tag-box or others thing coz i'm lazy to reply those message at de tag-box hahaha..

Today i told myself that if the ans that i gt from is a negatitive ans or de ans that is not wad i wan, i'll stop askin.. I'll nt ask anymore till it's near my b'day when i gg to invite her.. 我不会再问了，不会在问她有空吗？在这几个月内，我不会再传简讯问她了。。问了得到的答案每次都会影响我的情绪，还不如不问了 这样我也可能会比较好过一点。。每次过后都得勉强的微笑或笑一下，因为我也懶得去說 所以就用微笑掩饰自己的情绪吧。。

Tml i'm nt gg to sch .. Yes i'm nt gg to attend Mr HEE last lesson !! I wan to end my week 15 lesson wif nice faci and that is clive for today lesson hahaha.. Tml wil be meetin bestie pearline, gg to ION to walk walk :) Gonna enjoy myself b4 UT 3 coz i will be study 15 problems for 5 module !!

That shld be all.. Byee and gd night to u n her :)

心里面还是站在你这边 那从前一直没走远

Losing confidence

On sat night went for Alicia Ng 21st B'day Party !! On dat day for high 10 side onli Aj, Joyce & Me attending.. It was a nice party and i can see dat alicia did enjoy herself and she is realli happie when everyone sing her the b'day songs n when she make her wishes.. And tml that gal is gg for her driving test, So Pls PASS LA !! So that u can drive me out everytime we go out hahahaha..

Friends.. I do have lots of friends but some of us are nt united like last time anymore.. For High 10, we're nt as close like last time anymore, thing happen here n there dat make it drift soo far for some of us but at least i noe some of us are still very united and we'll make an effort to attend the gathering.. I hope soon High Ten will be united again maybe and hopefully it wil be my b'day celebration at Nov .. :)

Thing happen here and there to cause the frenhip to drift soo far and seems like it's a cycle.. It happen once b4 and nw it is happening again.. 我已经对爱情慢慢的失去信心了，我不想连友谊也让我失去信心。。太多事情了，我已经不想再多问了，太累了。。

我不敢聽，我不清楚，我讓自己失明，但仍舊躲不了忘不了。。 該不該， 是不是 懂不懂 ，放開再封鎖，不懂如何拿捏傷口。。

勉强的笑了

I'm a little used to wandering outside the rain You can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same （Free Loop by Daniel Powter) Byee, that all for today.. Going listen to clive lesson :)

两行字的中间 隔着多少时空

Shld had Ended

I think afew days back someone did ask me wad if one day on the street i saw someone holdin on her hand or she is with her the other half, wad will i do ? I kind of forget wad i reply them but I noe i will turn n walk away.. I might even keep walkin aimlessly, i will just walk n walk..

Yest my sis ask me something when i was doing some DIY thingy.. She saw me using some decoration thingy and she ask me ehh u still gt ah ? I reply her: Ya stil haf, tat time i bought n make smth for Hueinee, i stil gt left.. My sis continue to ask : 最近很少听你提起她？I reply her: 没有事就没有提起她咯。。My sis ask again: Orh.. Dan u all nv meet le mehz ? I was like: Gt la gt meet but bth of us busy so nv meet recently lorz..

最近我不在期盼或等她上线或她的SMS了。。也许是真的累了，所以就不想再想或在提起那些事情了。。不想失去这一彻所以就把它放在一边了，原封不动的把它搁在哪。。也知道无论我在怎样努力，事情都还会是一样的，一彻不会在有任何的改变了。。

I'm tired, nid my sleep alreadi.. Gd night to u n her :)

以为幸福 值得勇敢 可惜 最后还是走散

10/8/09

Okay I had been workin n workin de past 3 days as it's a long weekend.. It's realli damn tiring for me as i did not have much rest or shld i sae dat i do not have enough rest at home.. Last sat meet up wif Bro and fangan for movie UP !! Jyc came along n join us for dinner too, it was a nice gathering durin the dinner time :) Work was quite fun but was realli tiring, workin wif nice ppl is great..

Tis week, I weekly magazine cover page is yvonne lim wif 2 another celebrity.. N i bought it, i feel that i gt cheated la, inside also nt much abt 林湘萍 !! Arghh, gt so excited n bought it n in de end onli 1 or 2 pages that have her !!

I think a few days back, i did 1 quiz at facebook abt how easy do i forgive and de ans i gt is I had a hard time moving on .. It stated I give people many chances. I'm very hurt and find it hard to forgive after being let down so often. Forgiveness isn't out of the question, but won't be easy or guaranteed.. I agree to it coz it's hard for me to fogive 1 person when i feel i being let down when i trust that person alot, I may forgive but it wil take a long time for me to do that :)

I also did another quiz as well, it regarding 上一段感情你還存在著遺憾嗎？The ans i gt is 放不下鬱卒派：你個性優柔寡斷，雖然時時告訴自己「算了-想開一點吧！」 但是一段時間之後， 還是會勾起痛苦的回憶。。

回憶是不是太痛太深刻了，所以直到现在还无法把它忘了。。 累了，该睡了。。好像打太多了。。那就晚安吧 ！

If I could turn back time I'll go wherever you will go..

Yippie !

Yest on channel U show my fav yvonne lim (林湘萍).. Finally after soo long can get to see some show that have her, miss watching her show but nvm her new drama will be showing soon hahaha.. once again i wil stick to my TV almost everyday at a particular timing juz to see her heee :p After watching de show, i get to noe her betta, like her family and her personal stuff.. She is realli a strong gal.. AND I Like her even more nw hahaa.. My dear yvonne lim 林湘萍 :D

林湘萍

N sat after work, gg to meet bro & fangan for movie (UP) and for dinner as well.. Finally up is screening soon, had been waitin for it for quite some time :)

2年前你告诉我：时间会证明一彻，但过了这么久时间又证明了什么呢 ？时间证明了直到现在还是你。。在我的生命中，有很多人经过我的身边，也认识了很多新朋友，但还是没有人能打开我的心，是她们打开不了还是我把她们都挡在门外了呢？

N for the past 2 days I had been meetin 1 person at de ladies, seems like we're onli meant to meet each other at de ladies hahaha .. Byee that shld be all 那就再见吧， 我该去做功课了。。

什么原因 让时间停了 在伤心的镜头 被停格

Finished !

Okay I had finish readin 愛的3溫暖 alreadi.. In 2 days time or less dan 2 days, I had finish readin the whole book that is ard 200 over pages.. I love tis bk to de max, after readin everything it make me know S.H.E even betta.. I noe abt their childhood time, their loves life and of coz how hebe is soo rejected to write tis bk n all ..

I like this phrase that hebe told ella: 爱情绝对值得你付出，但你要给对的人，就算你们最后还是无法在一起，但起码那些过程都是真心。。:) Isn't it nice ? When I read till that part, I totally agree wif wad hebe told ella.. Don't u guys agree as well ?

There is another part of phrase dat I like also, it by hebe.. Tis part is sayin hw she feel abt ppl love to compare or compete.. 每一个歌手的声音，每张专辑的概念，曲风，甚至是预算都不一样，在这样的条件下，我不懂到底有什么好比的。。就像同一个妈妈生出来不同个性的孩子，有什么好比较？ 有什么好优势顺序？所以嘘~ 我们听音乐！I agree to wad hebe said, alot of ppl had been comparing this n that, there is nth much to compare abt actually, juz do ur best will do, everybody had something different in them, so no point comparing..

Yea thur is cumin soon, and I gonna go Urban Male and get my short hahaha.. Damn happie can coz i wan to get it for quite sometime and nw it is TIME !! Come Come, my pay quickly in hahaha.. N I want to go Taiwan again again again again again again again !! I wan to go dere as many time as I could hahaha.. 我爱台湾，台湾也爱我！我爱 S.H.E, S.H.E也爱我，因为我是她们的头号粉丝。。哈哈哈 :)

Byee that shld be all.. Actually gt more thing to type but i shall do it another day coz i'm tired and i wan to slp le Zzzzz.. Gd night to u n her :)

爱你清晰的可怕都怪我放不下 还拼命在心里面磨擦

Enjoying

愛的3溫暖

Currently i'm still enjoying reading s.h.e latest book 愛的3溫暖 !! I just went n collect my book ard 8 plus, had my dinner everything n i start readin the book at 9 plus.. The book is quite thick and it over 200 over pages and nw within 1 hrs plus, i'm at page 91 alreadi, after bloggin i wil stil continue to read hahaha.. maybe ard 12 plus dan i wil stop n go to slp n continue again tml..

For S.H.E, it too hard for me to stop readin it.. i think in 2 or 3 days time i wil finish readin the whole book hahaha.. N i wil go shopping soon hahaha, buy all de thing dat i wanted to buy hehehe :D Cousin celine ask me to save $ after our next yr mar USA trip as she is planning to go hokkaido either next yr dec or 2011 mar again :) Gonna save n save n dan enjoy myself hahaha..

That shld be all, will update again when i'm free.. Gd night to u n her :)

现实中幸福永远缺货