26/2/10

After like ard 10 days, i'm back here bloggin once again.. I did nt mia from my blog, it just dat i'm soo tired to blog or type all those thing down alreadi.. Anyway i had been quite busy recently, busy wif alot of thing like planning for stuff and meetup wif peepo..

I think it shld be time alreadi.. It shld be de time that i shld put down everything and force or convience myself that we can still be fren afterall... Get to noe someone recently and i do not deny that i had feelin for her.. I dunnoe will thing be the same again like last time, after 3 or 4 mths and my feelin go back to her again.. I dun wanna bother anymore, i jus wanna haf fun nw and enjoy myself b4 my attachment come..

Today gonna be a gd day as i am gg marina barrage wif alicia,AJ,julin, jiemin !! Nice combination rite ? All my best n close fren are gathered together, but there are more that could nt make it 2day.. Today gonna be a gd gd day !! I gonna prepare myself nw and also waitin for someone to post de pic that we took yest :)

如果事情可以那么简单就好了。。

16/2/10

After soo long, i receive tis (^-^) again.. I was soo happie when i saw dat as she had nt been sms me wif dat emotions for quite some time.. Even though i was being wake up by de sms but i guess it was worth afterall.. Sometime i realli feel that all tis feelin shld stop, if nt it will go on forever.. I noe dat it will be hard for me to forget abt her as till nw de feelin is stil dere.. That kind of feelin is always dere when there is thing related to her..

I seriously had no idea wad will happen durin de 4 mths when i'm at taiwan .. Wil it stil be de same like nw or it will change again ?

其实我很失落，但我又不想强求。。

12/2/10

I had complete my year 2 at RP, so glad that all UTs are all DONE ! All finish, completed all the UTs in year 2 .. Last paper was yest, it was like HELL ! Stupid EE module, no UT review or revision dan still soo bloody hard .. Almost everyone was stunned when they saw the question, juz imagine de UT onli 1 question n is 20 MARKS !! I was like omg la, if tis question gone dat means the whole UT gone le ehhh... I spend like 10 to 15 min lookin through pre-readin n 6ps.. Luckly manage to find some ans.. Yesh ! Year 2 COMPLETED !!

Juz afew days more n it is CNY n V'day ... Bth nth special to me anyway haaa.. CNY maybe juz angbao for me that all, but almost every yr V'day is nth to me.. Sad rite but i'm used to it alreadi :) 3rd day of CNY, wil be at my hse :) Fren cumin for mahjong session n gatherin :D

At de moment, i get to rest for 2 mths but i dun tink i will be able to rest for 2 mths coz workin n netball is cuming and i nid to go back to sch to do some stuff for my IIP thingyy.. Lookin forward to mar as i'm gg overseas soon :) Gonna enjoy myself to de max :) Shop n shop n shop..

什么都好，别静下来就好。。 什么都好，让我找得到事情塞满时间就好。。什么都好，不要让我发现自己其实有多想你就好。。

从 ？

一切都从遇见你，认识你，喜欢你，爱上你。。都从这一切慢慢的开始 。。

第一波：遇见你 ..
地点：动物园
日期：2006 年 3 月

第二波: 认识你
地点：动物园/夜间动物园
日期：2006 年 4 月

第三波：喜欢你
地点：莫名
日期：不知不觉 ..

第四波：爱上你
地点：莫名
日期：不知不觉

我能从头的遇见你，认识你，喜欢你，爱上你吗 ？ 一切都从头来过 好吗 ？

晚安咯。。累了！

偶尔 ？

如果爱是一场骇然的梦魇， 哪我们何必去体会呢 ？生而成人的过程不是早已经被折磨了吗， 为何还要执著那些令人想到就心酸碰到就疼痛的人呢 ？ 尽管用力的敲打自己的脑袋或做任何事，都还是无法敵过真正醒来崩溃后综合着交错着泪水与无力。。

虽然 "它" 只是一场不真实的梦，但它却在脑海里忽明忽灭。。偶尔会一点点痛，偶尔也会血流不止。。

3/2/10

She come and go just like this.. Before i could do anything, she is gone.. Guess wad, i did silly stuff again.. She came online, i saw n i click on her but she went offline again, it happen like for twice.. My mood totally gone, and that de reason y i am blogging... After a while, she came online again and no more offline le.. I did de same old thing like i always did again, click on her,look on her dp n hope to see hw've she been and just leave the window dere without typin anything..

Why is it everytime when there is thing related to her, i will be like tis ? I'm happie to see her online coz i had nt been seein her online for quite sometime alreadi.. I guess i wil nt be sleepin so soon for 2night ..

能够遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你 感谢我每滴眼泪 ...

1/2/10

Today is 1st feb and is someone b'day.. Someone dat i will nv forget abt her b'day and no matter wad happen i will still wish her :) Happie B'day to u - 妮。。 祝你生日快乐，永远都幸福快乐，

Yest after i sms her, i couldn't sleep.. I worried whether wil she replied or not if she reply what wil de sms be like ? In de end i switch it to silent mode.. She did replied, i was glad :) I managed to sleep through de next morning.. I wished her almost at every area, my FB, msn and here.. I wan her to receive all de wishes on her special day.. Ever since de day i noe her and when it's her b'day, i told myself dat i wil wan to be de 1st and de last wan to wish her.. Soo i wil send her a sms when it is 12 am n i wil send 1 sms to her when it is 11.59pm.. I did it for de past 3 years but de 4th years i wil nt do it.. I once told her, durin ur b'day i confirm wil sing u a b'day songs n i did nt manage to do it for de past 2 years as once i was sick n i was havin a bad sore throat, last yr i did nt get to meet her so i send her b'day songs through sms and i told her tis is nt de live wan but next time i will sing de live wan for u .. i guess, i had no chance to do it anymore..

I will be gg taiwan for my attachment in apr.. 4 mths away and in taiwan workin.. I shld be happy rite ? But i am nt, i dunnoe y.. But dere is nth i can do nw.. that all, nitex nitex :)

* Happie B'day to u, happie b'day to u, happie b'day happie b'day, happie b'day to u :) 生日快乐- 妮 ~