Why ?

Why is it dat i'm always soo concern every little thing dat is related to her?Why is it that whenever she sae dat she's thinkin or wan to get smth, de next moment i wil go search for her? Why is it that whenever she nid help in smth, i will always tell her dat "我帮你", and even though i noe nth regardin dat, i will ask my frens,cousin or whoever dat noe it to get the information for her and i will want to do it fast.. Why am I always soo fed up,angry wif my fone when it could nt open up de sms dat she send me? Why is it dat my inbox is always full of her sms ? Why am i always so happy n glad when i receive her sms and most of de time i'm smiling ? Why is it dat whenever i meet her, i will stil feel nervous and my heart beat soo fast? I could even change all my scheldue and my plannin for dat day juz to meet her, even though i would be late for training, lettin my fren sae dat i PS them.. Why ? And i would always take extra effort to plan n search for her B'day pressie even though i'm busy wif thing..

Seriously i dun even noe y i am typin all this thing? As i'm typin all this thingy, my window media player is playing 不作你的朋友, wad a nice timing uh ? De next songs cumin up is 安静了, i alreadi put my player on shuffle mode le.. But tis 2 songs stil play after each, maybe when ur mood is realli moody even de songs u listening also suit ur feeling.. Well, i guess i will be fine by tml or after a few days.. Sometime i juz tends to be moody :( Alot of ppl wil sae or even ask me "为什么你这样的傻 ?" My reply to them is : Hahahaha, i also dunnoe eh.. Okay, i tink dat all, i've nth to type anymore.. Byee and gd night :)

愛要耐心等待 仔細尋找 感覺很重要 寧可空白了手 等候一次 真心的擁抱

Happie Happie

HAPPIE B'DAY HEBE (喜碧)

Today is 30th march and it is DeAr Hebe B'day !! Happie B'day Hebe :) Today is realli a good day hahaha.. In de morning i receive a call from Tiong bahru CC and sae dat i can go n collect my Merit bursary cheque !! wulalala man haaa $$$$ :p This week i will be busy wif quite alot of stuff and today is de onli day dat i'm realli free

Ltr in de evenin will be meetin nee for dinner and seriously i'm realli sorry as 2day is de onli day dat i can confirm dat i haf de time.. Sorry to make u rush :( hopefully u can finish ur project by tonight :) My scheldue for tis wk is tue work, wed friendly match wif TJC,thur work, fri gt thing on, sat go Pray ah ma & ah gong and SUn byee.. I'm realli pack tis week

And I dunnoe whether shld i get Ipod nano or de new ipod shuffle ? I wanna get a new ipod b4 tis sun ...

明明是昨天的事情 怎么今天我还在经历

Woo

Hurray de days is soo near :D Today i'm took off from work, so i am relaxin at home in de morning and ltr gg to bake cookie wif cousins :) Yest work was quite fun as workin wif nice ppl hahaha... Yest went lunch together wif qibin and while havin lunch we will sayin dat Zoo retail shop gt 1 gal is quite pretty and blah blah blah. And soo we decide to walk through de ent area so that we can pass by retail shop to see whether de gal we sayin is it de same girl... I thought we wil juz walkin pass n see whether is dat girl workin but Miss qibin sae NO, we muz walk into de retail shop dan can see clearer.. ANd i was like Huh,serious ah.. And i juz let her pull into de retail shop and we are like dunnoe wad la, keep search for dat gal but too bad she is nt working hahahaa..

Tue and thur is work again and soon it will be de day dat i will relax myself and haf lots lots lots of fun hahahaha.. :)

不肯撕去的昨天 陪着我还在等谁 (爱到疯癫 )

Future

Yest was workin but work was nt that busy as sch had started and nt much ppl cumin to zoo durin weekdays.. Discuss thing wif seniors regardin this and dat.. And when i was at de office, i saw my boss.. She ask me when i am graduatin and ask me which course am i in ? When she noe dat i'm in outdr and adventure course, she was like good good, can come work for river safari after u graduate.. I was like ehh ok, and i told her i might haf attachments and she sae Ok great come back here for attachments again.. And i was like Ohh, we shall see hw.. OMG dun tell me i gonna stuck at zoo forever !!! hahahaha.. Actually i gt de plannin to be a keeper at JBP and i wanna be at de penguin side hahahaha..:D But my plan is always to have a business of my OWN, but we shall see hw ba, dere is stil a long way :)

Juz nw meet up wif serene at TBP for lunch, we head to Coffee club for lunch.. Sat down and chat abt lots lots of thing.. Before meetin Serene, i went for a run ard my hse area.. Quite a handful of my frens sae that i gt a healthy lifestyle as i will go runnin or trainin once or twice a week.. But i dun think this is enough, 2 years back whenever i'm free and nt workin, i will head to gym twice a week.. But as nw i'm too tired after work, i onli run ard my hse area, sometime i dun even run at all as i'm realli dead tired but luckly sometime i will control my diet here and dere.. Tml and next tue wil be work again.. De day is cumin soon, soo near hahaha...

Selina bring pinky for a new haircut but i feel that de old wan is betta and more cute.. And tis time 小賓 is in de pic as well.. CUTE

小賓 & Pinky

小賓 juz look like a bear la :D

Arrowhead By 仔仔

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼 （等待对的人出现）

全世界都停电

连你都会残忍隔绝 我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭 为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切 卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间 单独隔离 寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见 绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电 全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间 有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身 就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈 像一个句点

Today meet up wif Julin, acc her go cut hair and get her Crocs shoes but there is no more stock left for de color she wanted.. AND that gal cut short her hair.. It was quite nice or shld i sae it look pretty on her and most impt is JULIN LIM GOT SLIM DOWN EH !!! After her haircut we went to PS,walk ard and i gt smth that i needed for de card.. Bought it and we went ice monster for mango ice and mango egg crepe.. Chit chat and talk nonense and HOME as mum gt cook :)
Finally de card is done :) Happy wif it and Julin also sae dat is nice :D

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少 然后得到多少并不计较

Off Day

This few weeks, i had been takin off for weekends as i feel that i nid to rest more durin weekends.. This sun i'm off and i'm gg to bake cookie at my cousin hse.. My dad side is gg to 拜 my grandparents and great-grandparents for qing ming jie but i'm nt gg.. One of de reason is i dun realli like my dad siblings but i do love my grandparents esp my dear AH MA !! My ah ma is always soo nice to everyone and she dote on all her grandchildren, last time when she is still ard every sat without fail she will head to de market to buy fried fishball and alot of food that de grandchildren like.. As she is gettin older and she can't carry much thing, my sis will also acc my ah ma to the market as well.. Nw ah ma had passed away, we no longer will head dere every sat anymore.. Sometime i onli go dere once a year during CNY if nt i will nt go at all..

For my mum side they are gg to 拜 my grandparents and great-grandparents on 4th apr, and I'm OFF dat day.. Mostly i will be gg but i gt to see whether do i haf enough time to pack my stuff for 5th apr.. My ah gong pass away when i was realli very young, even my youngest cousin edward did nt see ah gong b4.. Ah gong love to squeeze orange juice for the grand children when we complain dat we are thirsty, he took de effort to make orange juice for us as he do not want us to drink too much soft drinks :) Ah ma love to cook for us, she like to cook porridge, curry chicken and lots of food for us to eat.. Ah ma passed away when i was at pri 6, ah ma illness had been draggin her for quite a long time.. if i'm nt wrong, ah ma wanted to cook porridge for us and she gt to get de meat from de fridge and dunnoe wad happen, ah ma fall down and she do nt haf de energy to walk anymore.. Even though ah ma is sick, we will still go to ah ma hse very sun for family gathering.. Till nw we will still haf gathering at 2nd ah yi hse...

Treasure your ah gong and ah ma, spend more time wif them when they are still ard.. Coz ah gong and ah ma realli dote on their grandchildren and they always wanted to gif their grandchildren the best :)

I love fish leong songs 没有如果, i like the music and the rhythm.. I had been listenin to it everyday :) De day is cuming soon :D Ltr meetin Julin Lim, acc go town..

浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待

Design

Yest night when i was gg to slp some ideas came to my mind, it was an idea of makin a B'day card .. So today i decide to try out de ideas, i do a sketch on a paper 1st to see hw much material is needed.. I made alot of changes in de sketch, i think i had ard 5 sketch to see which wan wil be betta.. I get soo fed up when i was findin and doing those material, i nearly give up and thinkin of changin my idea again.. But I stil decide to continue wif de idea that i had decided coz i couldn't juz keep change de design becoz i could nt get de material right... Trainin was cancel today so i went out to get some of de material, I had also done some design on my lappy also well, gt to print it out.. Tml or fri, i gt to get 1 of the material and once i get it, i will be able to start doin de card..

Anyway Tank latest song 全世界都停电 is nice.. I had been listenin it recently on my lappy and my ipod..

安静的 但却一直都在