Sick

I gt 2 days MC from sch and I was resting and sleeping at home throughout the whole day.. For wed i woke up ard 10 plus n measure my temperature and i was down with fever still.. Went to see a doc and gt 2 days MC n all those medicine n doc give me vitamin for to boost up my immune system too .. I like de vitamin hahaha.. After seein de doc, went home n had lunch but i could nt finish and i eat till very tired, ate my medicine, online for awhile and went to slp till 6 plus dan woke up but I'm stil very tired so I continue to slp till 8 plus til 9 for my dinner.. Went back to slp at 11 plus after havin my medicine

Today wake up at 10 plus again, ate some bread n watch TV.. Had lunch ard 12 plus n had my medicine again, online for awhile and went to slp till 5 plus again.. Juz had my dinner like 2 hrs ago, ltr gonna eat my medicine again n went to slp again.. Falling sick is soo horrible coz I feel soo tired and my mind is soo tired too, everytime I eat, i feel dat it is soo tired to eat.. This is the 1st time i feel that eatin can be soo tired too :(

Okay I gt to go get some rest as tml i wil be gg back to sch alreadi.. I miss the spot-check sms again :( Will I still receive tis (^.^) from her ? Maybe all tis wil speed up my recovery, okay i'm talkin nonense again ! Byee & GD night to u n her :)

这对你着迷的心 留下难看的字迹

哀愁

一直以来快乐悲伤都由自己判刑，也许因此身边的人也忘了我也值得被关心。。 歡笑淚水说起来好像很简单， 但当辜負，失望，墮落，傷痛，憎恨都一一的浮现出来，一彻只剩下淚水。。有时候我们都会痛到忘了要怎么喊痛， 可是最后还是選擇了愛她勝過爱自己。。

漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 。。从来都陷在孤独的流沙里 人们也忘了我也配被人在意， 一个人一直走看着梦像做了最后又空 精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊呢 ？那是谁的温柔留在我的小手 微不足道却那么重却又让我一直想着它。。 (寂寞光年)

AND I gt A for my UT 2 for my adventure Education !! Woo LALA :) But i am down wif cough, slight fever and body ache :( Yest physical trainin realli make my body ache .. Got to rest now.. Gd night to u n her :)

整个世界是沉默的漩涡

27/7/09

I guess Blogger do not work well when i at home but it work well in sch hahaha.. Betta blog in sch as i want to post pics.. Yest after work went bottle tree park for dinner with cousins n family.. The food dere was quite nice but was ex as well, over dere was quite nice gt quite alot of thing to do n enjoy over dere but i will nv head dere for prawning coz it damn ex and i belief there is nt much prawn dere as well, i would always prefer Bishan wan :)

On sat at work, huilin give me smth n it a farewell gifts as her attachments is finishing soon.. Soo sad, wil miss disturbin her by making MR PIG hahaha .. Below are de gift that huilin did for us, mine is in green :)

Sha Sha, Juraidah, Dang

Soon i will get de S.H.E 爱的3温暖 book, and i will be able to read the thing they wrote and also de drawing by Ella :)) It's boring in class, soo boring.. Byee to u n her

付出的 也全都伤痕累累

I had choose my elective module for sem 2 alreadi, the module I had chose is Sports business… At first was caught in between sports business and sports coaching, but in the end stil choose sports business as all along I had been interested in business thingy. Did ask nee for some advice as well but she sae it afterall my decision dat is important :)

Seriously there is smth wrong wif blogger and it is damn irritating. Dunnoe wad wrong with it ?

每个人心里都有一道墙，我也不例外。。我心里的那道墙只有一个人能把它拆掉。。我們必須付出太多情感來面對那些我們所愛的人給予的快乐和不快乐， 就算不快乐也不会把它显现出来 因为不想让她看到你不开心的那一面。。对于爱情给我们的那些快乐和伤痛我們都停不下來 ,一直都停不下來的喜怒哀乐。

因為有些太深刻的回忆都太痛撤了 ,導致有些東西永遠都无法忘掉。。愛人太痛了對吧 ？

Saw this from Nana msn personal message: Dun let someone be your priority while you are just an option to them.. I feel that it is really true but 我早就已经把她放在优先了。。

Tml n sun is work again.. Byee and night to u n her :)

一直从昨天 一直到今天 , 一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

20/7/09

Happie 21st B'day PAT PAT !!!!

Today is ah Pat B'day and on sat alreadi pass her B'day present !! Last yr is famous amos cookie and tis year is chocolate and 1 shampoon ..

Class had been quite fun and nice but lesson boring la hahahaha !! Bal keep disturb me, keep callin me Min Min !! Ahhhh no one had been callin me for like damn long n pls dun call me dat coz i hate it n soo gal la !!!

When we gt nth much to do after class n sch having H1N1 :p

他妈的，那些男人是没有脑吗？真的那么需要女人吗 ？一天没有女朋友会死啊！王八蛋， 把女人当什么。。 Seriously i dunnoe wad those guys wan ? Can't they juz fucking live their days without GF or gals juz for a period of time uh !!! Those guys betta dun come n mess with my friends ..

Byee, gt to prepare for presentation alreadi.. Haf a great day to u n her :))

心软弱了 逃避是非 潜意识 我心碎

18/7/09

Juz had steamboat dinner wif family, cousin celine n weilee and auntie.. The food was okay n i was realli full :) Tml after work dinner wif family again, tml is wif cousin jieying & BF, cousin jingyi n uncle n auntie.. I'm soo tired juz nw and i fall aslp on de way home on cousin celine car.. I nid lots of sleep n rest :( Give me more time, and i wil use it for sleeping hahahaha :D

Sometime i just don't understand those guys or shld i sae Malay guys ? Are u guys seriously soo desperate for gals or chinese gals ? Soo desperate till u guys go ard telling ppl or confess to ppl and sae those thing like : I realli like u or wadeva.. Bullshit n nonense la !!! STOP going ard n tell ppl dat i realli like u coz You had been telling this to dunnoe hw many plenty of gals uh !!!! 他妈的，去死吧 ！！ 没有大脑的人，想到就气死了！

我的眼睛好累噢，就快要闭上了。。我要睡了，累了。。 再见吧，晚安咯。。Gd night to u n her then :)

也许是我自己掩饰的不够好吧...

Currently nw in sch, at 1st dun realli wan to come sch as it's raining and i wan to go home half way, totally no mood and stil thinking about other thing.. Juz like 2hrs ago, i saw my fone blinkin as i switch to silent mode, and it a phone call.. She call back :) I dunnoe hw to describle my feeling, but i'm realli happie.. Coz it nt like wad others sae like she ignore my call or... Okay i seriously dunnoe wad i wanna type or sae anymore, I'm juz glad dat she call back :) I noe once again i sounded realli silly again ..

隐藏的笑容。。

沒原因的等著，没有目的地一直向前走。。風吹過多少哀愁 多少回忆，但是它从没把伤心和难过吹走我身边。。 放棄从不跟我说：是时候了，放下吧 不想等了,就走吧。。坚持却常跟我说：如果等待会有结果，就等吧 就坚持吧。。

我每一次都會在這邊微笑的看著你這麼快樂， 看着你的的笑容。。所有人都有這個權利选择他们或我们所要的, 原本的, 我要不要? 卻變成, 我可不可以? 為什麼呢 ？兜了了一圈，又回到原地了。。

That should be all, it time for lesson and work time :) Byee to u n her, have a great day ahead :)

沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠