United Day !

Yest was a great day !! Ah Ju & ah oon came n fetch me from work n they also come zoo n ns to act as a tourist hahahaha.. At 1st they lie to me sayin dat ah oon cannot make it, but i knew smth is nt right n bth of them seems hiding smth from me so i did nt realli believe it when ah ju sms me n told me dat .. We went to bongo for dinner :) Slack n chat over dere and went Ben & jerry to slack n chat again n of coz takin foto hahaa..

Our Bongo Meal :)

United !

Enjoyin Ice-cream

Bth of them seems to like my Cap alot uh haaa :p

Ah oon, Ah Ju, Ah Dang

Friday, we will be meetin again !! Picnic Picnic Picnic Time :) 3 of us are soo excited abt dat and each of us gonna prepare food.. And de 2 of them told me we gonna play heart-attack on fri when i ask them wad we gonna do that day other dan eatin hahaha...

Alreadi ask her abt my b'day party, and she sae she wil let me noe again as she nid to check her sch time-table.. I realli hope that she could make it but i'm not gg to pin too much hope or think too much abt dat, yest i was kind of bored n i even go n ask de dunnoe wad indian Fortune Teller Genius at FB abt dat and the ans is obivious ! I was like wad soo obivious uh, but nvm la hahaha..

要是可以，我希望我可以對自己的心情越來越沈默，只有好的快樂的一面讓人看到，負的糟糕的都塞往裡頭。。 愛人的能力 因為離開而成長 還是關上心防 ？ 本来以為應該 接受全部的全部 才是愛的方法 當時誰能懂得放 那是多痛的感想。。我真的想真的想 將破碎的心釋放 。。

That shld be all for 2day, will blog again maybe in a few days time.. Nw blogger is workin well again, well done blogger hahaha :D Tml is work again, byee n gd night to u n her :) 不知道她今晚是否会上线 ？好吧，也够了 就这样吧！ 晚安咯。。

到底爱怎么了? 我并不知道 我只是一直习惯为爱付出

13/09/09

I think bloggers onli work well at certain timing.. So next time i onli can blog at certain timing lo.. Anyway tis few days are okay, workin and training.. Soon i wil be meetin wif Julin & Jiemin, i had nt been meetin them for soo long coz i bery bo heng hahaha..

Tis few days, i had been starin at my lappy again.. Hopin and tryin my luck whether wil she online, even she online i also nv chat wif her.. I always sound so silly whenever i chat wif her and my stupidness will all show up.. 我正在練習痲痹，習慣痛覺，努力讓舊的感覺積灰塵。。東西會痛的就是會痛，該難過的還是要難過完。。该忘记的还是要尽力的让自己试着忘记，就算办不到也要装做我已忘记了。。

My next target !!

FCUK watch

I'll get tis 熱血好學生Tee !

仔仔 :)

I nid my sleep soon as i'm dead tired nw.. Gonna slp late tml, enjoy my slp to de max hahaha.. That shld be all ! Byee n gd night to you n her .. 晚安吧!

轻轻放 我就是卸不下对你的喜欢 原来爱会慢慢增加重量

Hais (edited wif colors)

Hais Hais Hais :( I gt alot of thing to post here but Blogger dun allow me too.. I can't post pic, i can't edit my colors for my post.. By nw u all shld noe dat i always edit my colors for my post for different section .. But as i gt too many thing to sae and type so i stil choose to make tis post n edit it when bloggers realli work well :)

Maybe alot of ppl is wonderin what is my FB status talkin abt the quiting or stay thingy ? It is not my work at zoo nor her.. It's smth dat i had been doin it for a long time and no one will expect me to quit it ? The ans is: Netball !! Suprising right ? The reason i had dat thinkin or dat decision is because I had nt realli improve on my skills for netball and i feel soo tired alreadi and my right ankle is stil injuired .. BUT i had decide to stay, not had de thinkin to quit anymore, Play well & focus like wad i did 2day for the friendly game n coach sae that i did play well dan the last game.. So WORK HARD n TRAIN HARD :)

For the past few days, she's online but she put away.. I know she is nt away as she is busy doing her stuff.. Seein her online is more dan enough :) Did click on her but stil decide nt to type anything.. Yest saw her latest Msn DP, it's an hamster sleeping.. Seein dat dp make me think back last time, thinkin dat she used to told me dat she like hamster and she wanted to have 1.. She even told me hw she wanna named the hamster, the name of them and the reason why they are named that way.. Thinkin back that i find all ways to see whether which of my fren had hamster and wanted to gif away, and whenever i entered a Pet shop i'll head to the hamster section to take alook at them.. That time my fren n cousin are always wonderin hw cum i'll look at hamster coz i always love dog and i'll always head to the dog section whenever i entered the pet shop.. Even had de thinkin to buy her de hamster and everything she needed to keep them but in de end i nv as she sae she is stil not ready for it as she is too busy wif things.. After soo long, i'll stil had de mindset to buy her 1 but in de end i nv as i feel that i shld buy smth that wil be useful for her and she will used it frequently .. 今晚她没有上线，我也该去睡了。。

我好想告诉她我好想她，但我不能。。因为我一定会后悔如果我真的说。。That shld be .. Gd night to u n her :)

有一些话打好了却不敢传 怕收到信息的你在为难

Luckly ?

Recently i did nt get to blog nicely as i'm busy & Bo Heng like wad ah JU sae !! For de past 2 days i had been wakin up at 5 plus in de mornin, and it damn freakin tiring for me... Last fri after work, went down to SRC for friendly match and on sat i nid to wake up at 5 plus for de carnival, 2day i woke up at 5 plus for work, tml wake up 5 plus again for round 2 carnival, tue wake up 5 plus AGAIN for work.. HELL for me man, i look super tired n shag nw seriously.. NT ENOUGH SLEEEP LA !!!

Today i'm quite luckly haaa coz something nice happen.. It might not be some nice thing to others but to me it gd enough coz i dun always get a chance to have nice thing happening to me :) Today was chattin wif Shi Hui at work.. I was complainin dat i'm tired all tis n we started like tis conversation.. N i happen to realise shi hui n me will keep ourself busy n really occupied to prevent ourself from thinking as we can think abt lots of thing....

I shall upload some photo on last tue RAINY zoo trip hahaha... ENJOY

仔仔

Anyway i shld be sleeping early today, but i doubt soo as i'll be starin at my lappy for quite sometime i guess.. Tml gonna be a Zzzz journey to sch :) Byee and Gd night to u n her.. Sweet Dreams :)

今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦里

Lazy

I do have lots of thing to blog here but i'm way too tired alreadi.. I shall blog when i'm abit more free and if blogger works :)

Dang & Joshua :)

That is all for today, i nid my sleep nw.. Super tired nw n tml gt to work n after work is friendly games.. GOSH !! 晚安吧，希望她今晚会睡好 :)

在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候

Last Day

Okay 2day is last day of aug so here i'm blogging !! Blogger stil do not allow me to post pic hais .. Anyway recently had been busy wif thing, on sat went to celebrate pearline b'day at Mind Cafe, and we went for dinner at ECP :) Yest was work, it was raining whole day.. Later heading back to sch for physical trainin and tml will be zoo trip wif Aj Bro, jyc and fangan :)

Cousin celine had done a design for my party invitation, and i like it.. It very nice n unique, gonna get those material and do some design thingy 1st, once de bookin is confirm for de function room and we can start printing it and i can gif out invitation card for those that are cuming :)) I gt ard 1oo namelist for my party but i gonna cut down on it as 100 is too much and i'm sure those that i invite nt necessary all would come haaa.

我開始在習慣一種難以言喻的寂寞。。That shld be all Byee to u n her

就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心 我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你

All Clear

All my UTs 3 for 5 module is Cleared !! Today clear 2 in a day, 1 in de morning n 1 in the afternoon.. Tml onwards to 1st week of oct will be my sch holidays but it will be a busy holiday for me once again as i wil be busy with trainin, friendly games and work.. This 3 tiring for me, nt much energy to do others thing alreadi :(

Anyway i gt my outerspace bag alreadi, like it to the max :) After waitin for 1 or 2 mths plus, i finally got it hahaha :D Wanted to post de pic but blogger dun allow me to do that again :( As today we had a realli long breaks like 6 hours while waitin for the next UT, almost de whole class slack all de way at library in a quiet readin room, it suppose to be quiet room but as we're inside so it become a NOISY room hahaha.. We took quite a handful of foto usin my lappy and i had all upload it at FB !! When blogger allow me to post pic i shall do so :)

擁有的不一定被放下,相信不一定永恆, 若像是風一樣,那還有沒有緬懷的心碎。當所有價值和意義越來越不明顯, 一直所做的一彻好像都没有任何意义了吧？

Byee that shld be all for today.. Soo tired and i nid my slp alreadi.. Gd night to u n her :)

是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信 可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你