Mixture feeling

Just came back from match like 1 hrs ago.. Today is de 1st match, we won :) today was againist NP, at 1st we will nt doing so well but after that we fight all de way and we won.. Play 2 quarters 2day, was quite happy wif my performance but stil nid tp work hard.. All of us wanted tis game badly, and we did it.. 4 more match to go.. Let go TEAM RP Netballer :)

I was very happy when we won, all of us hug each other.. But when after match and i was changing, i did nt feel gd at all.. I wanted to share my happiness wif her but i dunnoe hw to and i'm scared. I'm freakin scared, i dunnoe hw she will feel when i sms her.. I stil can do it 3 years, 2 & 1 years ago but nt nw anymore.. I share my happiness wif Nina n shihui, I want share it wif everyone but i dunnoe hw can i share it wif her.. :(

道行く人をぼんやり見ていた 目覚めたらすべてが夢であってよそしてまたふざけて□ ( I listlessly watched people walk by, Let this all be a dream when I open my eyes and make fun of me again)

That shld be all for today.. Juz finish my RJ and maybe i'll browse thru my pre-readin for sports business.. I shld be sleeping soon.. Gd night to u n her :)

泪在眼里打转 爱以变成黑白