Tis cumin thur i will noe my result for my IIP attachment.. And i will get to know whether wil i be attach in sg or overseas.. If i'm realli gg overseas attachment, then i will be away for ard 4 to 6 months.. 4 to 6 months away from home, from my friends and family..
If i'm realli gg overseas attachment, i realli hope i can meet her b4 i leave.. I noe it will be highly impossible but stil i do hope soo.. I miss her, i realli want to know hw is she doing nw ? Is she doing well ? Nw i have no idea wad is she doin nw, I have no news abt her.. I noe that i'm suppose to forget abt her and i shld nt be typin all tis over here but i juz can't forget abt her, everywhere i go i think of her, everything i do remind me of her.. Everyday i pass by bukit batok or gombak when i go to sch n go to work.. I go to work, it remind me of her, I go night safari it remind me of her again.. I go westmall,marina sq,vivo city,lot 1, it remind me of her again.. Everytime after trainin from sch when i was takin train back hm, i will usually head to the 1st cabin n try my luck will i able to see her ? Everytime i will tell myself :forget it, she will nt take train anymore.. Someone will drive her anywhere she wanna go now.. When i go for competition, it remind me of her again.. It remind me of those sms she use to send me when i have match, it remind me of that she is always nt down when she told me she will come n support me...
So what i found someone that i admire or feel that she is my eye candy ? It does nt mean anything, they are still nt what i wanted, the feelin is different.. Maybe by gg overseas for 4 to 6 months will gif me a chance to forget abt everything..
我没有你们想象中的那么坚强。。也许是因为被伤了很深，所以在也不想再认真了。。认真了，过后得到的却是一身的伤，伤了却又没有办法恢复。。温柔好浓，记忆里浮现你的面容，心还跳动 却没重逢。。
I'll try to learn to forget and continue my daily lifestyle as usual.. I will try to put everything behind..
一个人在夜里继续的奔跑，却发现在也听不到自己的心跳。。
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