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This will be an Emo post once again .. Receive an sms from her askin whether am i free to meet tml ? It seem that i gt to be happy but I am nt.. As I'm workin tml n have meetin after work so i told her no.. But she sae meet after my meetin juz for awhile as she wil nt be free from tml onwards.. So i gt no choice but to meet.. This is nt wad i want, but i have no choice n can't choose at all ..

This may be the last time we gonna meet, i dunnoe y but i just gt tis feeling.. Thing aren't as well as last time anymore, i knew it all along but i thought it would nt be so worse like nw.. Maybe this seems like an cycle, I think n think n think and i try n try n try & in de end I fail.. Well, I'm stubborn, always stubborn.. This is de onli place for me to be emo as FB my sis, cousin all are in, i can't realli do much thing dere.. I guess & belief nt much ppl noe this blog so juz let me be emo here..

Juz nw was talkin to Ju online, i told her almost everything abt it.. She told me it take time, so i should lead my own life and slowly forget abt her.. I had been tryin to do so but everytime i walk pass 1 area or juz see something i think of her.. I pass by bukit batok, bukit gombak i think of her, i walk pass tis particular shop i think of her, i use my mickey cup it remind me of her again.. IF i gonna sae i dun feel anything when she told me she can't make it for my party on 7th nov, i am obiviously lying to u.. All along i dun realli like to have b'day celebration but as tis time is my 21st and i would like to use tis opportunity to haf a party so that could invite her and so call spend or celebrate my b'day wif her but in de end ...

就算叙述了在多的疲累和压力及情绪都显的太多余。。 这些都在告诉我，现在的我看起来是多么的脆弱。。 不知道的还以为又发生了什么事，知道的想说这事情应该还会在发生。。从头到尾最清楚的唯一证人，被问起时，只剩微笑或沉默。。振作吧，好吗？

一个人安静的..

I Dunnoe y i like tis pic alot.. It seems very special :) For me i feel that the drawin seems to be cryin n it is all alone by itself ..

That all for 2night.. Maybe more emo post to be up soon.. Byee n gd night to u n her :)

轻微着痛着，轻微地舍不得。。