Heal ?

Will it heal ? Completely heal ? I dunnoe ... The sadness is stil dere, nt completely n nt gone yet... Almost everyone dat see me ask me to cheer up as they sae i do look sad ..

3 years back, someone told me dat she is nt tat type of girls that i''ll like n i did nt realli think much abt dat coz at tat point of time, i seriously like her alot.. Maybe they're right from de start... To me nw everything is juz like a dream, it seems like i have it but in de end i dun.. It's a beautful dream dat i wish i'll nv wake up from dere.. No more happiness or happy moment left, it's all gone..

I noe eventually one fine day it will heal, slowly heal.. Morning when i was awake my pillow was wet, my tears still roll down before i slept... It was realli a cold mornin when i was gg to work, everywhere seems soo quiet.. I close my eyes n sleep on de bus to work, i was really tired.. I did nt give my best at work 2day, i haf no mood but stil i tried to give my best.. Thank Eunice for listenin to wad i have to say n also makin me laugh as well.. Thank Ju n Oon for listenin to me as well..

Silly dang is forever soo silly n foolish.. Silly dang wan to sleep nw, eye closing soon.. gd night !

On and on the pain goes on and I just dunnoe hw to cope ?