To all my fren: I noe u guys are worried abt me, u guys noe dat i'm nt happy at all and i'm still sad over some issue.. U guys dun wanna ask me abt dat as u guys are afraid that I might get even more sad n emo.. I noe u guys cared abt me and hope that i could be more happier each days.. I'm sorry to let u guys down, i'm nt truly happy.. I pretend n act as if i'm happy or gettin happier each days.. But when i'm out wif u guys durin those gatherin n outing, i do really enjoy myself but is just those time when i'm alone dat the feelin is diff.. Just like yest, i realli enjoy myself at de steamboat session wif ah ju, ah oon n minhui :)
Ever since that day, I noe my blog post had been very emo n sad.. Maybe some of u will blame her for dat, but pls dun blame her coz it's nt her fault.. It myself, it me dat could not let it go or face it.. Ernica once told me: Maybe u wil haf to wait for de next person to come into ur life dan u'll be able to forget her.. Maybe ernica is right abt tis, but it hard as well as i dun think i'll open up to others so easily again ...
吃不能吃，睡不能睡，没有了你 好想全都不对，我都学不会 把爱敷衍。。笑不能笑 哭不敢哭 人不像人， 朋友都说这不过失恋 但我连呼吸都胆怯。。能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了，我痛到快死了 却无法把你忘了。。也许我只是多余的。。
受了伤却不投降 相信付出会有代价（代价竟是一句傻瓜）
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