Merry X'mas

Merry Christmas to you, her n everyone ! Thing is still as usual, nt much changes.. Busy wif thing almost everyday.. Maybe i just dun like de feelin of being so free as i might feel empty..

既然我不能坦然地面对，那我只好避开，躲开，逃避或假装下去... 本来以为自己能够放下，认为是时候了，但事实是我依然还是做不到...

The fact is, after so many thing happen.. I dun hate her, i dun blame her at all.. I am just frustrated wif the thing happening.. I just dun like de thing that is happening.. I dun understand y she have to say all those thing at that point of time ? It's stil hurt and it's still bothering me.. But I chose to keep eveything as i do not wish to talk abt it anymore.. I dun wan to speak or talk anything abt her, i choose to avoid n hide.. That de onli way to make me feel better, I guess soo ...

呼吸刺痛着心跳，你 要我怎么笑 ？