First post for the month of dec.. I seriously need alot of rest, almost everyday i overslept n could not wake up on time, every mornin for me = RUSH ! School,work and netball is killin me seriously.. School is de most tiring part as i wil be in class n outdoor as well, but i love every tue lesson as it is water based lesson and it is KAYAKING time !!! I love kayakin and tis is my fav new sports, even though after lesson i wil be dead tired but i enjoy it :) And i just cut n trim my hair, feel soo much better after trimin it :) I dunnoe whether is it a gd or bad news, anyway i'm selected for overseas IIP (overseas attachment) n if i'm realli gg i will be away from sg for i guess at least 2 to 3 months or maybe more than dat.. But thing are nt confirm yet as next wed i'm gg for interview..The pressie had be left on my chair for quite sometime or i shld sae it had been dere ever since i gt it and i did nt touch it at all.. It is still nicely packed n placed in the plastic bag itself, everyday i had been seein it but i did nt even touch it at all.. Last present from her n i choose to do it tis way.. U may think that what is wrong with me ? I also dunnoe y too, maybe 1 fine day i will choose to do smth to it or maybe it will be dere till dunnoe when..
爱得很深，所以心会很痛 记忆还在我心中翻滚.. 是不是每一个人都像我一样笨呢 ？我也忘了这是第几次，一见你我就无法坚持.. 爱也让人失去了理智 心痛真的比快乐更真实吗 ？
反正到最后还是要面对这些，因为这些情绪只有自己知道.. 我累了，为什么累？ 是因为隐藏了太多太多了.. 最后我已经遗失的东西和我一直在寻找的原来就是我，对就是我自己.. 不满足的不是我的生活，不是我的家庭，更不是我的友情，而是我最内心的灵魂 ..
黑或白都找不到个绝对，全都是灰 ..
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